So blue...

I am hurting deep inside. I have to make a big decision in my life and I have to stand for it. He has to learn a lesson. The cycle should stop. I am sad but I have to do this for my sake.

It's hard for me to ignore him. To stop our communication but I think this is the wisest thing that I should do. He doesn't care about me, anyway. It's always about him. His feelings, his problems. How about me? I have my own feelings too.

It cuts like a knife. I want to cry but I can't. The pain is killing me. No one can help me. I am the only one who can feel it. But I am taking it as it is. God is good. Everything happens for a reason. I will be okay.