Calling...

I was really surprise by my bestfriends decision to enter the covenant. I felt sad too. I'm feeling I'm losing her. I don't know. It's like she is going to some place and I cannot reach her anymore. Did she really has a calling? How did she discern it?

Anyways, I guess each and everyone of us has a purpose in this life. Her purpose is to serve the Lord all her life. At least as she said so she finally found the love, peace and joy that she was looking for. For that, I wish her well. Finally she will be settling down with the Lord as her groom. I will miss her but she is in good hands. There's nothing to worry about.

I know what I want too. I want to have a family of my own. I am still praying that God will complete my happiness. My prayer will be answered. I don't know how would this happen but I put my trust in the Lord. He will not let me down. If he did not leave my bestfriend and giving Himself as her groom. He would also not leave me alone and He will give me a wonderful groom too.

Thank you Lord for your unconditional love. I will continue to serve you and praise your name. Thy will be done Lord!