Still Affected...

Am i not still over him? I still felt nervous when I saw him on line. Why do I still feel this way? I am sad. I feel that he is lonely too. I feel that there's still a connection between the two of us. sigh. But I just don't want to think about it anymore.

Who is the right one for me? When will I meet him? sigh. Lord, please take away my loneliness.
I love you.