To buy or not to buy??

I'm so confused!!! Help! I have a friend who is going to the U.S. Today is her flight. She'll be back in a few weeks. I am thinking if I will ask her to buy me a xoxo bag or not? I don't know. There's a part of me that's says that I should go and ask her but the other side says that I should not. I really want a new bag. I think that it would be a great chance for me to have one since my friend will be going abroad and there are a lot of beautiful bags out there to choose from. Oh No! I hate it. I'm a restless soul now. sigh!

But you see I am saving now for my trip to Disneyland hopefully next year. My head is aching. My heart is breaking too. I love bags! I have to control myself and let go of this chance. Anyways, there would still be a lot of chances that would come my way. I have to make a pass on this.

This saddened me but I have to make some priorities in order to reach my goal. I just have to forget all about this. I will not buy...