Some Realizations..

I've just realized that something is missing in my life. I haven't felt like this before. Although I've been praying about it for so long but I think that God knows that I did not mean it that much before. But now, even if I try to deny it to myself. I try to pretend that I'm okay but it really sinks in deep within me. I feel lonely now. I want to have a family of my own.

But only God can grant the desires of my heart. I surrender it all up to Him. I have no control about it. I just have to wait patiently on God. How long would I wait, I don't know. I hope and pray that my waiting would be over soon.

Please God..