I got stinky... I got dirty... but see... I LEARNED!

I have a headache because of my credit card bill...I got a big bill. I will not use it anymore. I promise that to myself. It is a lesson learned.

I just have to take my mom's anger because it is my fault. I am so sorry! No more shopping for me. Anyways, I have a lot of clothes and shoes to wear. I just need to control and prioritized the more important things in life.

Birthday Wish!

Tomorrow is my birthday. Another year for me. I already received the best gifts for my birthday! Thank you Lord! I pray for good health for me and for my family and friends.

Thanks to my ever supportive parents. Thank you also to all my true and trusted friends who are always there for me. I am so blessed! Thank you Lord!

You know Lord God the desires of my heart, I hope that you will bless my plans and answer my prayers. Guide me always and direct me to the right path of life. Help me to make the right decisions in my life. I love you Lord! Thy will be done!

Putting Make-up...

I'm getting a tutorial lesson from youTube on how to apply make-up. I first started on how to put blush on. I really like it. It's really nice.

I'm practicing now on my make-up. I'm really thrilled and ecstatic about it. =)

The Heat is On!

It's summer once again. It's vacation time for the students. It is the much awaited time of the year. Everybody wants to go on vacation. To go to the beach. To travel and relax.

Even if I still have work to do but still this is the time that want to have some fun. I just bought a beach attire in preparation for the upcoming events that may happen in the near future.

I have to be ready for this. he he Still, I have to limit my budget. I have to choose the events that I will attend or else I would be in trouble financially.

Happy Vacation to everyone! May you have a wonderful summer! Chill!! =)

I've learned!

I got stinky, I got dirty. But you see I learned! It's all over now. And that's what's important. I don't have to look back on it.

I hope that the days ahead will be beautiful and wonderful. I hope that I will be able to find the love that is right for me.

I have to love and respect myself more. I will not allow anyone to look down on me and insult me. I am a child of God. And my worth is big. I forgive all the people who have hurt me. I'm beginning a new chapter of my life. God is good all the time!

The End...

Every ending for me is somewhat sad. But I guess everything has an end. If the experience we had in the past is not good, we don't need to look back on it. We just have to move forward and be glad that it came to an end. Easy to say but hard to do. But we must do it.

I may be feeling sad today but I hope that this too shall pass. I pray that God will give me strength. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I should not regret whatever choices I've made in the past. I should be thankful for it because it made me stronger and wiser today.

I don't know what's in store for me. I hope that everything will fall into the right place at the right time...

Heart and Mind..

Sometimes the mind says no but the heart still say yes. I want to forget but my heart still remembers. It is so confusing! sigh! Why is it like this? I just hope that this too shall pass. I will be able to overcome this feeling. Oh please help!

I want to cry but the tears will not fall. My heart is so heavy. I've tried talking to it but it never listens. Oh my!

I don't know what to say. Only my heart really knows everything. I just entrust to God everything. Everything will be okay at the right time. In His time. For now life still goes on with me....

Formula of prayers...

How should we pray? Is there a formula in prayers that will surely make God answer it? I've heard a lot of different versions of prayers. I still wonder what works for God?

Anyways, whatever method or style, I just keep on praying to God and telling Him the desires of my heart. I believe that God is very intelligent, he knows what is best for us. I just keep on seeking him everyday of my life whatever circumstances I have in my life. I will not go away from Him. He is my refuge.

Thank you Lord! I love you.

Preparations for the Chinese New Year!

I've been an avid follower of the rituals of the Chinese New Year even if I'm not Chinese. I do it to add and receive positive energy for the New Year. I am hoping that it would bring me good luck for. So I am thinking to do the following on or before the Chinese New year which would fall on February 14, Valentines day!

1. Have a pedicure.

2. Clean my room.

3. Wear something red.

4. Attend Mass.

5. Write a wish list.


Kung Hei Fat Choi and Happy Valentines day everyone!! =)

Count down to Valentines!

Valentines day is fast approaching. It would fall on Sunday. I don't have a significant other but still I'm excited to celebrate it with my family. My aunt said that we will have a get together in their house to celebrate it. I'm excited because my aunt is a good cook. I'm looking forward to our Valentine celebration.

Post Valentine date would be with my cousin. We plan to go to a beautiful hotel and have coffee there while listening to love songs. She invited me to try it out. I'm pretty excited since the place is so beautiful. And I love to try out new things. It's a good form of relaxation also.

I hope that the next Valentines day would be a different story for me. I hope I would be with someone I love. Just a wishful thinking. Happy Love Month!!

Life is full of surprises!

Many things happened today. I thought today is just like yesterday. A routine. But everyday is really a brand new day - full of surprises! I was really surprise a kid at work gave me flowers. They we're celebrating teachers day. But I'm not part of it since I'm not a teacher. So, I was really surprise when the kid went to my office and gave me flowers. He was a sweet boy. I was really touched. I really love receiving flowers. It makes me feel that I am special. I also received a chocolate from my co-worker. Wow!

Another surprise today is my brand new watch I've received when I got home. I was really surprised about it. It was a giveaway from my credit card bank. Wow! It is really something I did not expect. Maybe I am a good payer that is why they gave me a gift. he he Still, I'm so thankful! It is a beautiful watch. I really like it.

I am so happy. Today is a great day! Hoping tomorrow would also be great! God Bless everyone! =)

Love Month!

It's February once again. It's the L-O-V-E month. Valentines day is fast approaching. Love will surely be on the air.

I don't have any plans yet for that day. I think I will just spend it with my family. I don't have someone special to spend it with anyway. But it's okay. I am more than happy now. There are times that I feel lonely and sad but I can get over it. I feel like I'm free now coming from a cage that I put myself in. It's good to be free. It is so refreshing. No words can express my feelings. No regrets!

Still, I'm into Love. Love is the greatest thing of all. We should share our love not only to our significant other but also to our family and friends whose love for us is more constant. Happy Love month everyone! Cheers! Love love love... =)

I want...

1. to eat shawarma today.
2. to be with my family.
3. to go to the grocery.
4. to go home early.
5. to buy a moisturizer.
6. joy, love, and peace.

On my mind...

I'm saving a lot these days. It's one of my New Year's solution. It's hard but I need to do it. Whew!

Rainy days are here again. It's really cold outside. Sometimes I don't want to work and just sleep. But I need to earn.

I'm confused. And I'm tired of thinking about it. I'll just go with the flow. I'll just leave it all to God.
If it's really meant to be. Then so be it.

I'm happy for all the blessing I receive early this year. I hope it would continue throughout the year. Thanks to all my friends for all their support. And thanks for my wonderful family for everything. It's a long way ahead, I'm just thinking positively.

Cool, Clean, Fresh Teeth..

Last Saturday, I went to see my dentist to have a dental cleaning. It's been year since I had one because I always postpone it. he he But I realized, that I should not postpone it any longer because I feel that there is a need now. Even though I brush my teeth everyday, still, I need to visit my dentist.

It was good that my dentist is my elementary batchmate, I am not hesitant to ask questions. I am also comfortable with her.

After my cleaning, I feel I really have a cool, clean, fresh teeth. It feels good. I feel like kissing. he he It is really important to take care of our teeth. Brushing our teeth after eating helps a lot. But a visit to the dentist every six months is a must.

New Year's Resolution..

Every year I see to it that I make a New Year's Resolution. It's a goal I want to keep for myself. Although it is hard to keep, I try my very best each time. So for the year 2010, these are my New Year's Resolution:

1. Will not be late in my work.
2. Not react easily to anything being said to me.
3. Gain weight.
4. Fight for my right
5. Love myself more.
6. Will not allow anyone to degrade me.
7. Save, save, save
8. Love, love, love

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I would like to wish everyone a Happy and Prosperous New Year! Thank you for visiting my blog. I hope that you will continue to support it. God bless us all! =)

Us girls!

I had a great time last night. We had a house party. It was so much fun. It was also a sort of reunion. There were only the three of us. We are former office mates then they transferred to another company. We are really close. We connect.

We hardly spend time together as a group. But last night was a really memorable one. It strengthened our bond. We talked and laughed together. I love them truly. Next year, there would be an addition to our group since Vyl is going to give birth. We are pretty excited about it. =)

Happy Holidays everyone! =)

Happy Holidays!!

I really feel the love and support of my family. When I'm with them I feel safe and secure. I am always with my family this holiday season. It's a wonderful feeling. I really miss them. It's been a while since we're together, I mean eating out and going to the malls together with my nieces and nephew. We are like one big happy family.

Christmas is really a season for the family. It's also the time of sharing and loving and giving thanks to our Lord Jesus Christ.

I would like to greet everyone a Merry Christmas! I wish you peace, love and happiness!

Bonding...

I'm excited today. My mom and me will meet after office hours. It's been awhile since we went out together. I always feel comfortable when I'm with my mom. We are going to go shopping later. he he I can't wait.

I could not understand myself whenever I say I will not do something I do the opposite. I just caught myself doing it. I guess it is just meant to be. I don't regret doing it anyway. No regrets. I need to swallow my pride sometimes even if I will be rejected. At least I've tried it.

The kids thoughts me to do just that. To swallow my pride. Just maybe by doing so, I would end up happy. I admire their courage. Even if they were rejected many times, they don't think they are less of a person. I think they are beautiful and brave. I just love them!