My Collections!

I've just bought a Nikon SLR D3100 camera. I loved it. It is a good camera for beginners like me because it has a guide. It's not that expensive too. Oh i love taking pictures using it.

I've bought some good accessories to it too. I got it cheap so i'm so happy i've saved a lot. Can wait to do some photo shoot.

Things I want...

Hey, I'm in Canada!!! Isn't it great? Well, it's been a while since I went shopping. I need to buy some personal stuff like...a new shoes, a spring jacket, shirts. I need to have a new haircut too. That's on top of my priority right now. Hmm..


I also like to buy a new pair of white gold earrings. But i should budget for now. Maybe sometime soon i can have one. For now, I would not think about it so much. he he


I'm going to change all my clothes and send the old ones to my family back home so they could give it to our friends in need. That's not a bad idea, i think! :) 

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year to Everyone!!! May God bless us more this coming 2011. Just continue to seek the Lord with all your heart. Pray always and dont' forget to give thanks to God.

May we have a prosperous new year too. Thank you everyone for dropping by my blog. I love you all. :)

I got stinky... I got dirty... but see... I LEARNED!

I have a headache because of my credit card bill...I got a big bill. I will not use it anymore. I promise that to myself. It is a lesson learned.

I just have to take my mom's anger because it is my fault. I am so sorry! No more shopping for me. Anyways, I have a lot of clothes and shoes to wear. I just need to control and prioritized the more important things in life.

BaCk To SchOol KiDs STufF!

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Another important thing that is needed by your children when going back to school is a backpack. Kids backpack should be chosen well so that your kids will be comfortable using and bringing it to school. It should also be in fashion and in style so that the kids will be more excited to go back to school with their new and amzing backpacks. With these, a Kids Backpack that is best for them is here. The Posy lane carries the complete Mint toddler backpack line. They have a huge selection of kids backpacks that would surely match your style . It comes in different sizes and colors. You would love it. Come visit and get it now!

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Still Affected...

Am i not still over him? I still felt nervous when I saw him on line. Why do I still feel this way? I am sad. I feel that he is lonely too. I feel that there's still a connection between the two of us. sigh. But I just don't want to think about it anymore.

Who is the right one for me? When will I meet him? sigh. Lord, please take away my loneliness.
I love you.

Knowing how to fight...

Sometimes people like to pull you down to make you unhappy. So you have to know how to fight and never allow them to bring you down.

Before, I let them bully me. But now, it's different. I will fight back. And I'm glad I'm doing it. I will not allow them to getaway of their bad comments.

So they learn their lessons now. What goes around comes around. Now, they cannot bully me up. I will fight. And it feels good.

Saving...

I've learned that I should learn how to save. To save for the rainy days. I will surely do that.

It's different when you have money in case of emergency. I will slow down on buying things. I will slow down on shopping.

I will not care too much of others expectations and satisfactions. I will just let myself be. I don't really owe them explanations. Only my family and close friends matter.

I love Singapore!

Singapore is my first travel outside my country. And I can say that it is really a beautiful place. It was really worth it. The Singaporeans are also very kind and helpful. The City is clean.

I had a great time. I was able to see the beautiful tourist spots. The people are also honest. I don't have to worry of any crimes. I feel so free without anything to worry.

I will surely come back again.

Calling...

I was really surprise by my bestfriends decision to enter the covenant. I felt sad too. I'm feeling I'm losing her. I don't know. It's like she is going to some place and I cannot reach her anymore. Did she really has a calling? How did she discern it?

Anyways, I guess each and everyone of us has a purpose in this life. Her purpose is to serve the Lord all her life. At least as she said so she finally found the love, peace and joy that she was looking for. For that, I wish her well. Finally she will be settling down with the Lord as her groom. I will miss her but she is in good hands. There's nothing to worry about.

I know what I want too. I want to have a family of my own. I am still praying that God will complete my happiness. My prayer will be answered. I don't know how would this happen but I put my trust in the Lord. He will not let me down. If he did not leave my bestfriend and giving Himself as her groom. He would also not leave me alone and He will give me a wonderful groom too.

Thank you Lord for your unconditional love. I will continue to serve you and praise your name. Thy will be done Lord!

Time heals...

I may be hurting right now. I may feel sad and lonely but I know that time heals all wounds. In God's perfect time I will be healed. I may have some questions in my mind if I've made the right decision. But I believe that I made the right one.

Sometimes it is hard to let go of someone you love but if the pain is too much. There's no point of staying. I may be missing him. But I think that I am in a better place right now. God is good. Someday in God's perfect time, He will reveal to me the right love for me. I don't have to question His will. I just have to trust His heart...

Birthday Wish!

Tomorrow is my birthday. Another year for me. I already received the best gifts for my birthday! Thank you Lord! I pray for good health for me and for my family and friends.

Thanks to my ever supportive parents. Thank you also to all my true and trusted friends who are always there for me. I am so blessed! Thank you Lord!

You know Lord God the desires of my heart, I hope that you will bless my plans and answer my prayers. Guide me always and direct me to the right path of life. Help me to make the right decisions in my life. I love you Lord! Thy will be done!

Missing my Girl Friends!

I miss my girl friends! I miss our bonding. We have different lives now in different parts of the world. Sigh! I miss the days when we were together. Eating, talking, and laughing together. It's different now since we are more focus in our respective careers. We need to grow up somehow. And growing up connotes a big change in our lives. That's life!

We are now in our transition phase. We have to move to the next level or else we will be stuck in our present situation forever. This is so sad. But we need this for our benefits. For our future. I'm sure someday we will meet again. I am looking forward to that day...

Putting Make-up...

I'm getting a tutorial lesson from youTube on how to apply make-up. I first started on how to put blush on. I really like it. It's really nice.

I'm practicing now on my make-up. I'm really thrilled and ecstatic about it. =)

The Heat is On!

It's summer once again. It's vacation time for the students. It is the much awaited time of the year. Everybody wants to go on vacation. To go to the beach. To travel and relax.

Even if I still have work to do but still this is the time that want to have some fun. I just bought a beach attire in preparation for the upcoming events that may happen in the near future.

I have to be ready for this. he he Still, I have to limit my budget. I have to choose the events that I will attend or else I would be in trouble financially.

Happy Vacation to everyone! May you have a wonderful summer! Chill!! =)

I've learned!

I got stinky, I got dirty. But you see I learned! It's all over now. And that's what's important. I don't have to look back on it.

I hope that the days ahead will be beautiful and wonderful. I hope that I will be able to find the love that is right for me.

I have to love and respect myself more. I will not allow anyone to look down on me and insult me. I am a child of God. And my worth is big. I forgive all the people who have hurt me. I'm beginning a new chapter of my life. God is good all the time!

The End...

Every ending for me is somewhat sad. But I guess everything has an end. If the experience we had in the past is not good, we don't need to look back on it. We just have to move forward and be glad that it came to an end. Easy to say but hard to do. But we must do it.

I may be feeling sad today but I hope that this too shall pass. I pray that God will give me strength. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I should not regret whatever choices I've made in the past. I should be thankful for it because it made me stronger and wiser today.

I don't know what's in store for me. I hope that everything will fall into the right place at the right time...

Men are from Mars...

Today, a friend of mine came up to me. She needs me badly. She was crying uncontrollably. Her boyfriend of eight years broke up with her without reason at all. Imagine how long they've been together? And just like that he broke up with her? She was left hanging. All along she thought that everything was fine. Then he just dropped the bomb. He does not want to have the relationship anymore. He does not feel that he loves her anymore. I am just wondering what is love right now. For me, I think love is more than a feeling. Sometimes you don't feel it but still you keep the relationship because you want it. It is a decision you do everyday. To stay in the relationship and the love will just flows back in.

I just wondered why guys are like that? When they decided to end up a relationship they just do it that fast. Are they thinking about their actions? Are they that insensitive? She was told that he needed space. What's that? An excuse of breaking up? Did he not think of all the years they've been together? She was there on his lowest points and now that he is up, he gradually changes his mind?

I don't really know what's happening between the two of them. But still, it's a shocking news. Sometimes, boys are hard to understand. They sometimes think of themselves more. They just do whatever they want to do. That is why we women should not rely on them one hundred percent. We should still be independent and can stand on our own. We should not stop and give up our dreams for them because they could ruin our lives just like that. They could turn around and leave us behind.

Still, don't get me wrong. I still believe in love and happy ever after. I guess that if you are not meant to be, these things happen. It is just unfair sometimes. But life is like that. There are reasons behind all of these. We may not understand it now but the time will come that all our questions will be answered. We just have to keep on going and believe that someday the right love will finally come our way.

To my friend, I will be here. I will accompany you on these dark days of your life. Cheer up!

Heart and Mind..

Sometimes the mind says no but the heart still say yes. I want to forget but my heart still remembers. It is so confusing! sigh! Why is it like this? I just hope that this too shall pass. I will be able to overcome this feeling. Oh please help!

I want to cry but the tears will not fall. My heart is so heavy. I've tried talking to it but it never listens. Oh my!

I don't know what to say. Only my heart really knows everything. I just entrust to God everything. Everything will be okay at the right time. In His time. For now life still goes on with me....

Bonding Time!

My cousin and I are going out together lately. I'm happy that I have found a new company in the person of my cousin. It's been two Saturdays that we went out and really bond. We eat out and drink coffee.

Last Saturday, we buy new shoes together. We had so much fun malling. We have lots of activities planned ahead. I just hope that it would be materialized.

I am looking forward to our next outing. I am sure that it would really be a good time once again. I love my new shoes and pants! =)