Happy Kadayawan!

We are celebrating our Kadayawan Festival here in Davao. We celebrate it yearly. The festival honors Davao's artistic, cultural, and historical heritage. The festivities are highlighted with floral floats, street-dancing competitions and exhibits that showcases our island's tourism products and services. It's a sort of thanksgiving for the bountiful harvest of fruits and flowers. We have durian, Lanzones, Marang and a lot more fruits. We also have beautiful orchids all over Davao.

And to top it all, we don't have work! Yippee!! It's a rest day for me. he he I don't know maybe later in the day we will go to the downtown area and see what's happening. There's a lot of sale too in the malls. I bought a curtain that was 50% off 2 days ago. I love it! My mom place the new curtain in my bedroom. It's beautiful. I also changed my bed linens just this morning. This is the time i can clean up my room.

I'm not in my proper mind set since last night. I am hang. I can't concentrate on anything. This happens every time i received a phone call from Mr. Bean. I've melted. He has a different impact on me. I am lost all over again. It's like I'm under his spell. I don't know if he is aware of it. I can sense that he is sad too. Maybe he is, maybe he is not. I don't know much! (sigh) So last night, i just slept my sadness away. I am still not okay up to now but at least i can rest.

I also received a sad news yesterday that US will not be okay until 2015. My hopes in dreams of going there is crashed. I don't know what tomorrow brings but i hope it would get better. Maybe I'll find another country where i can work. I have to get moving and find a greener pasture the soonest possible time to save us out of this crisis!

My other friend is going out of the country again. She really has a good soul. She gave me a bag before. And she asked me again if i would like her to buy something for me. I said that i like another bag. But this time, I'll gonna pay her. She said she would look for a sale. he he

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. It's all mixed emotions. But i think that whatever sadness, loneliness or frustrations that i feel right now will all come to pass. I just keep on praying!