Hopeless Romantic No More!

I've met a new friend. He said that i am a hopeless romantic! That no one could change my mind. I'm fixed already because I am in love with someone. Maybe I am! I am in love with someone who doesn't love me back. Someone who just sees me as a friend. I was waiting for him in vain. I revolved my world around him. And that's the truth. I have to face this sad truth. I guess my new friend is right. If he really wants me or love me, he should have had me. I think that he really just sees me as a friend. No more no less! I'm so stupid! I think it's time for me to move on and move forward. Or else I'm gonna be stuck with no one. And I'm gonna grow old alone. I don't want that. I should try and open my heart and mind to other people who could be "the one" for me. Somebody who could give me the love that I really deserve and be happy.

I am not getting any younger anymore! I have to do this for myself or else time will pass me by. I guess somebody needs to slap me on my face about that so i can wake up and face the reality. I can do it. I believe i can. I deserve real love!

I would still keep the friendship and accept that it would be just that. He is not my prince that I thought he was. I was deeply asleep for the past 2 years. Waiting for him would only be a waste of time. There would be no justice to it. Enough of my craziness! I feel good now..